I got all dolled up, put on my $800 shoes, my butt jeans, a sexy blouse, and wrote out my suicide note. I will be taking 2 ambien every 20 minutes until the job is done. I’m guessing it won’t take more than 12 since they’re 10 milligrams and I never take any medicine of any sort. I’ve been in here for over an hour already getting ready and my husband still hasn’t come to check on me, even though he saw me grab the pills and come in here, and Thursday night I tried to kill myself by leaving my car running in the garage and he caught me then. I’m guessing that means he doesn’t care.